There are moments when two kids feels like two too many… but most of the time, I wonder how I got by without them for so long. I wonder what Sean and I did all day without Avyn to look after and play with. I wonder what Avyn and I would do without Sean to show us all of the ways to try to injure yourself and scare your mother. I wonder what I did before I had a helper to push my baby’s stroller, and how I ever entertained Sean as a baby without big kid toys.